Torn
Sometimes looking at pictures can really hurt. I realized I was trying to make myself mad to disguise my feelings. If I was mad, it meant it wasn't my fault. But as they say, it takes two to tango.
As for you, I still don't know how I feel. Most of the time I feel really sorry, but sometimes, I can't help but question it all and be frustrated with you. It just doesn't make any sense.
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We still need answers that we may not get. I feel some guilt, but not because I ouldnt stop it. I feel guilt for feeling sad, and guilt because I cant fix it for someone who is in soo much pain. I also feel some guilt for being sad about the fact that I was only one of millions who reached this level of friendship. It makes me feel less important, and it shouldnt. Its not about me.
Ranj
Ranj, it's funny that you don't consider yourself Catholic anymore, because you obviously still have the stereotypical Catholic guilt. (Just like me :)
You don't have to feel guilty for feeling the way you do. And you're right, its not about you. Its not about me. But yet... it is. Because no matter what, it effects all of us.
And I know you know all of that, but I just wanted to say it anyway.
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